The Defeat of Youth, and Other Poems
here had been phantoms, pale-remembered shapes Of this and this occasion, sisterly In their resemblances, each effigy Crowned with the same bright hair above the nape's White rounded firmness, and each body alert With such swift loveliness, that very rest Seemed a poised movement: ... phantoms that impressed But a faint influence and could bless or hurt No more than dreams. And these ghost things were she; For formless still, without identity, Not one she seemed, not clear, but many and dim. One face among the legions of the street, Indifferent mystery, she was for him Something still uncreated, incomplete.
Bright windy sunshine and the shadow of cloud Quicken the heavy summer to new birth Of life and motion on the drowsing earth; The huge elms stir, till all the air is loud With their awakening from the muffled sleep Of long hot days. And on the wavering line That marks the alternate ebb of shade and shine, Under the trees, a little group is deep In laughing talk. The shadow as it flows Across them dims the lustre of a rose, Quenches the bright clear gold of hair, the green Of a girl's dress, and life seems faint. The light Swings back, and in the rose a fire is seen, Gold hair's aflame and green grows emerald bright.
She leans, and there is laughter in the face She turns towards him; and it seems a door Suddenly opened on some desolate place With a burst of light and music. What before Was hidden shines in loveliness revealed. Now first he sees her beautiful, and knows That he must love her; and the doom is sealed Of all his happiness and all the woes That shall be born of pregnant years hereafter. The swift poise of a head, a flutter of laughter— And love flows in on him, its vastness pent Within his narrow life: the pain it brings, Boundless; for love is infinite discontent With the poor lonely life of transient things.
Men see their god, an immanence divine, Smile through the curve of flesh or moulded clay, In bare ploughed lands that go sloping away To meet the sky in one clean exquisite line. Out of the short-seen dawns of ecstasy They draw new beauty, whence new thoughts are born And in their turn conceive, as grains of corn Germ and create new life and endlessly Shall live creating. Out of earthly seeds Springs the aerial flower. One spirit proceeds Through change, the same in body and in soul— The spirit of life and love that triumphs still In its slow struggle towards some far-off goal Through lust and death and the bitterness of will.
Aldous Huxley
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CONTENTS
THE DEFEAT OF YOUTH
I. UNDER THE TREES.
II.
III.
IV.
V.
VI. IN THE HAY-LOFT.
VII.
VIII. MOUNTAINS.
IX.
X. IN THE LITTLE ROOM.
XI.
XII.
XIII.
XIV.
XV.
XVI.
XVII. IN THE PARK.
XVIII.
XIX.
XX. SELF-TORMENT.
XXI.
XXII. THE QUARRY IN THE WOOD.
SONG OF POPLARS
THE REEF
WINTER DREAM
THE FLOWERS
THE ELMS
OUT OF THE WINDOW
INSPIRATION
SUMMER STILLNESS
ANNIVERSARIES
ITALY
THE ALIEN
A LITTLE MEMORY
WAKING
VALEDICTORY
LOVE SONG
PRIVATE PROPERTY
REVELATION
MINOAN PORCELAIN
THE DECAMERON
IN UNCERTAINTY TO A LADY
THE LIFE THEORETIC
COMPLAINT OF A POET MANQUÉ
SOCIAL AMENITIES
TOPIARY
ON THE BUS
POINTS AND LINES
PANIC
RETURN FROM BUSINESS
STANZAS
POEM
SCENES OF THE MIND