The Vision of Desire
“Heaven but the Vision of fulfill’d Desire And Hell the Shadow from a Soul on Fire.” —THE RUBAIYAT OF OMAR KHAYYAM
CONTENTS
“Beyond the hill there’s a garden, Fashioned of sweetest flowers, Calling to you with its voice of gold, Telling you all that your heart may hold. Beyond the hill there’s a garden fair— My garden of happy hours. “Dream-flowers grow in that garden, Blossom of sun and showers, There, withered hopes may bloom anew, Dreams long forgotten shall come true. Beyond the hill there’s a garden fair— My garden of happy hours!” MARGARET PEDLER.
NOTE:—Musical setting by Margaret Pedler. Published by Edward Schuberth & Co., 11 East 22nd Street, New York.
“... It’s no use pretending any longer. I can’t marry you, I don’t suppose you will ever understand or forgive me. No man would. But try to believe that I haven’t come to this decision hurriedly or without thinking. I seem to have done nothing but think, lately!
“I want you to forget last night, Eliot. We were both a little mad, and there was moonlight and the scent of roses.... But it’s good-bye, all the same—it must be. Please don’t try to see, me again. It could do no good and would only hurt us both.”
Very deliberately the man read this letter through a second time. At first reading it had seemed to him incredible, a hallucination. It gave him a queer feeling of unreality—it was all so impossible, so wildly improbable!
“I want you to forget last night.” Last night! When the woman who had written those cool words of dismissal had lain in his arms, exquisite in her passionate surrender. His mouth set itself grimly. Whatever came next, whatever the future might hold, he knew that neither of them would be able to forget. There are some things that cannot be forgotten, and the moment when a man and woman first give their love utterance in words is one of them.
He crushed the note slowly in his hand till it was nothing more than a crumpled ball of paper, and raised his arm to fling it away. Then suddenly his lips relaxed in a smile and a light of relief sprang into his eyes. It was all nonsense, of course—just some foolish, woman’s whim or fancy, some ridiculous idea she had got into her head which five minutes’ talk between them would dispel. He had been a fool to take it seriously. He unclenched his hand and smoothed out the crumpled sheet of paper. Tearing it into very small pieces, he tossed them into the garden below the veranda where he was sitting and watched them circle to the ground like particles of fine white snow.
Margaret Pedler
THE VISION OF DESIRE
DREAM-FLOWERS
THE VISION OF DESIRE
PROLOGUE
CHAPTER I ANN’S LEGACY
CHAPTER II THE BRABAZONS OF LORNE
CHAPTER III ON THE TOP OF THE WORLD
CHAPTER IV RATS IN A TRAP
CHAPTER V THE VISITORS’ BOOK
CHAPTER VI THE MAN WITH THE SCAR
CHAPTER VII A QUESTION OF ILLUSIONS
CHAPTER VIII A LETTER FROM ENGLAND
CHAPTER IX OLDSTONE COTTAGE
CHAPTER X A DISCOVERY
CHAPTER XI THE LADY FROM THE PRIORY
CHAPTER XII A NEW ACQUAINTANCE
CHAPTER XIII “FRIENDSHIP IMPLIES TRUST”
CHAPTER XIV THE ETERNAL TRIANGLE
CHAPTER XV ANCIENT HISTORY
CHAPTER XVI DREAM-FLOWERS
CHAPTER XVII A SPRIG OF HELIOTROPE
CHAPTER XVIII A BATTLE OF WILLS
CHAPTER XIX ACCOUNT RENDERED
CHAPTER XX REFUSAL
CHAPTER XXI THE RETURN
CHAPTER XXII WILD OATS
CHAPTER XXIII THE TEETH OF THE WOLF
CHAPTER XXIV AFTERMATH
CHAPTER XXV THE HALF-TRUTH
CHAPTER XXVI ENLIGHTENMENT
CHAPTER XXVII THE TRUTH
CHAPTER XXVIII THE GREY SHADOW
CHAPTER XXIX A PATCH OF SUNLIGHT
CHAPTER XXX THE KEEPING OF A PROMISE
CHAPTER XXXI A BARGAIN
CHAPTER XXXII ON BOARD THE “SPHINX”
CHAPTER XXXIII THE VISION FULFILLED