A FATAL JOURNEY.
Thither, full fraught with mischievous revenge,
Accursed and in a cursed hour, she hies.
—Milton.
On that Wednesday morning the fine steamer "Pocahontas" lay at her wharf receiving freight and passengers for Washington and Alexandria.
Her decks were crowded with men, women and children, all either going on the voyage or "seeing off" departing friends and acquaintances.
Among the passengers on the forward deck stood a slight, elegant, graceful woman, clothed in widow's weeds and deeply veiled.
This was, of course, Mary Grey, bound upon her baleful errand.
She had spent the intervening Tuesday with her infatuated instrument, Craven Kyte. But when he pleaded to attend her to the boat and see her off she forbid his doing so on pain of an eternal separation from her.
But she renewed their agreement that he should precede her by twelve hours, and meet her at a designated place in Philadelphia on Friday morning.
And she stayed with him until quite late in the evening, and finally left him comforted with the hope of a speedy meeting and a certain marriage.
For the edification of her landladies, the precise Misses Crane, she trumped up a story that at once explained the necessity of her sudden journey North, and, as usual, redounded to her own credit.
She had received a telegram, she said, from a friend who had just lost her father, and who was in great affliction. And she must go on immediately to comfort that bereaved soul.
The Misses Crane, as usual, thought she was an angel in woman's form, and bade her heaven speed on her benevolent errand.
And now she stood upon the deck of the "Pocahontas," waiting for that traveling companion whom she had fatally beguiled to be her escort.
The boat was getting up her steam, and yet he had not made his appearance.
What if he should not come, after all?
Just as she asked this question it was answered by his rapid approach.
He came up, traveling-bag in hand, happy, smiling, radiant.
"Mrs. Grey, I have been looking for you all over the boat. I feared that I had missed you," he said, gayly, holding out his hand.
"I have been waiting for you here," she answered, with a smile.
"I am glad to find you at last. But will you not come into the cabin? The deck is not a pleasant place while the boat is at the wharf," he said, as he offered her his arm.
She thanked him with a smile, took his arm and let him lead her into the saloon.
It was at that moment empty of other visitors. And those two were tête-à-tête.
He gave her a pleasant seat, placed himself beside her, and then and there he told her of his betrothal to Emma Cavendish.
Of course she already knew all about it. But he was not aware of her knowledge. And his motive in announcing the intelligence to her was evident even to Mary Grey's vanity-blinded mind. It was to set their own relations at once upon a true basis, and prevent all misunderstanding and all false hopes growing out of their long-lost love.
Although she had known all this so well before he spoke of it, yet it required all her powers of self-control and duplicity to listen quietly while he spoke of her rival and to affect a sympathy with his happiness.
Yet she did this so well that he was thoroughly deceived.
"It was all a foolish mistake our fancying we loved each other so much, was it not, Alden, dear?" she inquired, with an arch smile.
"I think so," he answered, quite frankly.
"I am glad to hear you admit that, for now we can understand each other and be good friends, and nothing more," she added, sweetly.
"Yes, good friends always, Mary," he agreed.
He was so happy in his blessed love for Emma Cavendish that he felt kindly toward all the world, and especially toward this "friendless young widow," as he called her.
"But you know, Alden, that it is quite common for young men of earnest souls like yours to take a liking to women older than themselves."
"You are not older than myself, Mary."
"Not in years, perhaps, but oh, ever so much in suffering, and in the bitter knowledge of the world it brings! And thus, for this reason, I was no proper wife for a happy young man like you. No young man should ever marry a widow, and no young girl should ever marry a widower. Our fancied love for each other was a mistake, dear Alden, and I am very glad it was discovered before it was rendered irremediable."
"So am I," replied the young man, quite frankly. "But, dear Mary, I hope you will henceforth look upon me and my dearest Emma as your brother and sister, for we will be truly such in deed as well as in word to you," he added, with grave gentleness.
"I know you will; I feel certain of that. And I thank you from my heart, while I rejoice in your happiness. Yours will be a good, wise and beautiful marriage with Emma, Alden," she murmured, with emotion.
"Yes, I think so too. Thanks be to Heaven!" replied the young man, reverently bowing his head.
The steamer was now pushing off from the wharf amid much pulling, hauling, hallooing and shouting.
You couldn't "hear yourself think," even in the cabin, for a while.
"We are off, I believe," said Mary Grey, at length, when the uproar had subsided and they were moving swiftly and smoothly along.
"Yes. Will you come on deck? It is pleasanter there now," said Alden, rising and offering her his arm.
She took it with a smile and let him lead her up on deck.
And as they promenaded slowly up and down, enjoying the fine September morning and the beautiful river scenery, Mary Grey drew him on to speak of Emma Cavendish.
Of course the young lover desired no better theme.
And in this way, leading him to discourse of his love, listening to him with attention, pretending sympathy with his happiness, she effected several objects important to the success of her demoniac plot. She pleased him with himself and with her. She dispelled his suspicions, if any still lurked in his candid soul, and she kept him always near her, talking with her, and unconsciously attracting the attention of their fellow-voyagers, and leading them to believe that this handsome young man, speaking so earnestly in such low tones to his companion, and the lovely youthful widow, who was [listening] to him with such rapt attention, were a pair of happy and devoted lovers.
Thus passed the forenoon.
When the early steamboat dinner was ready he took her down to the table, sat beside her, and assiduously attended to her wants.
After dinner, when she was disinclined to walk or to talk, he brought out some newspapers and magazines and sat down beside her on deck and they read together.
At tea-time he took her down to the table again.
And after tea, as the September night was cool on the water, they sat down at one of the cabin tables and played checkers together until it was time to retire.
And thus all day long and all the evening through, in sight of all the people, Alden Lytton unconsciously conducted himself, as Mary Grey intended that he should, like her betrothed lover.
In due time they reached Washington, and crossed the length of the city to take the train for Philadelphia, where they arrived late on Thursday night.
"Have you any preference for one hotel over another?" inquired Alden, as they stood amid the horrible din of contesting hackmen, porters, 'bus-drivers, et cætera.
"None whatever," she answered.
"Then we'll go to the Blank House, if you have no objection."
"None. We will go there."
"Here's your Blank House 'bus!" shouted a driver above all the other shouts.
"Oh, don't let us get into that crowded cage! A carriage, please," pleaded Mrs. Grey.
And Alden Lytton, believing her fastidiousness and timidity to be real and not affected, and withal feeling bound to be guided by her wishes, called a carriage and put her into it.
As they were rolling rapidly on their way to the Blank House, Mary Grey shivered and suddenly said:
"Oh, please, when we get to that great rambling hotel do not let them put me away off in a room in a remote part of the house by myself or among total strangers. I always feel so frightened in a great hotel. And I am always sure to lose myself, or do something ridiculous, or get into trouble, whenever I attempt to find my way through the labyrinth of halls and passages between the bedrooms and parlors. Will you please take care of me?"
"I will take the same care of you that I would take of my sister Laura. I will see that you have a room adjoining my own," answered Alden Lytton, unsuspiciously, and smiling indulgently at what he thought her childish cowardice.
When their carriage reached the Blank House he took her up to the reception-room and left her there, while he went to the office and engaged apartments for himself and for her.
And then he came for her, attended by the porter, who loaded himself with their traveling-bags, umbrellas, and so forth, and led the way up two pairs of stairs to a little suite of apartments, consisting of two small chambers, with a small parlor between them.
They entered the parlor first, where communicating doors on the right and left led into opposite chambers.
The porter put down the luggage, received his fee, and retired.
"I hope you like these rooms, Mrs. Grey. The two chambers are exactly alike; but if you have a preference, please take it," said Alden, pleasantly.
"It does not matter the least. I will go in here," answered Mary Grey, opening the right-hand door and disappearing through it, with her traveling-bag in her hand.
She found every convenience for making a clean toilet there. And when she had refreshed herself with a wash and a change of dress, she re-entered the little parlor, where she found supper laid on the table and an attentive waiter at hand.
"I ordered supper here, because I remembered your fastidiousness and thought you would prefer this to the public dining-room," explained Alden.
"Thanks! Oh, I do like it ever so much better! I can not endure the public rooms," said Mary Grey, as she took the seat the obsequious waiter placed for her.
"Anything more, if you please, sir?" inquired the man.
"N-n-no," answered Alden, hesitatingly; for in fact, if he could have found a fair excuse, he would have preferred to have the waiter remain in attendance.
The man bowed and left the room.