GROWING PAINS

When I was a rosy, wide-eyed child

And the world was new to me

I tried to explore it with searching eyes

That knew no secrecy.

And I came one day, in my wanderings,

On a curtain of green and gold

With the deepest colors reflected in

Each mysterious fold.

And I tried to break through it, and tried to go ’round

To pluck at the colors that shone,

But as I reached toward it, it vanished away.

And I cried in the forest, alone.

Seven years passed, e’er I saw it again,

All proud in my new-found teens ...

But I passed by the gate with a haughty glance,

And I scoffed at its beckoning greens.

Seven years more, and I find it again,

In my own private fairy wood.

Its shimmering colors, and sun-flecked hues

Call me, as naught else could.

The gates are translucent. There, tinted with rose,

Is the sapphire blue of a cloudless day ...

And I know there are reaped the harvests of love,

And I know there the children of happiness play.

But I know that for me the gate is shut ...

And I feel that I trespass on hallowed ground,

So I fix my eyes on the stones below,

And I follow the lone path, homeward bound.