ADELAIDE ANNE PROCTER.

1825-1864.

THE LOST CHORD. S eated one day at the Organ, I was weary and ill at ease, And my fingers wandered idly Over the noisy keys. I do not know what I was playing, Or what I was dreaming then; But I struck one chord of music, Like the sound of a great Amen. It flooded the crimson twilight Like the close of an Angel’s Psalm, And it lay on my fevered spirit With a touch of infinite calm. It quieted pain and sorrow, Like love overcoming strife; It seemed the harmonious echo From our discordant Life. It linked all perplexèd meanings Into one perfect peace, And trembled away into silence As if it were loth to cease. I have sought, but I seek it vainly, That one lost chord divine, Which came from the soul of the Organ, And entered into mine. It may be that Death’s bright angel Will speak in that chord again,— It may be that only in Heaven I shall hear that grand Amen.
SENT TO HEAVEN. I had a Message to send her, To her whom my soul loved best; But I had my task to finish, And she was gone home to rest. To rest in the far bright heaven; Oh, so far away from here, It was vain to speak to my darling, For I knew she could not hear! I had a message to send her, So tender, and true, and sweet, I longed for an Angel to bear it, And lay it down at her feet. I placed it, one summer evening, On a Cloudlet’s fleecy breast; But it faded in golden splendour, And died in the crimson west. I gave it the Lark next morning, And I watched it soar and soar; But its pinions grew faint and weary, And it fluttered to earth once more. To the heart of a Rose I told it; And the perfume, sweet and rare, Growing faint on the blue bright ether, Was lost in the balmy air. I laid it upon a Censer, And I saw the incense rise; But its clouds of rolling silver Could not reach the far blue skies. I cried, in my passionate longing:— “Has the earth no Angel-friend Who will carry my love the message That my heart desires to send?” Then I heard a strain of music, So mighty, so pure, so clear, That my very sorrow was silent, And my heart stood still to hear. And I felt, in my soul’s deep yearning, At last the sure answer stir:— “The music will go up to Heaven, And carry my thought to her.” It rose in harmonious rushing Of mingled voices and strings, And I tenderly laid my message On the Music’s outspread wings. I heard it float farther and farther, In sound more perfect than speech; Farther than sight can follow, Farther than soul can reach. And I know that at last my message Has passed through the golden gate: So my heart is no longer restless, And I am content to wait.