Look, there’s Huggo telling her how the headmaster had said the thing to him (she’s just walking with her Huggo across the cricket ground on Founders’ Day). “And a sloppy young ass that heard him,” says Huggo, “oh, an awful ass, asked me why the Head had said I must be proud of you, and I told him, and I said, ‘I bet you’re not proud of your mother.’ And he said, ‘Of my father, I am. He got the V. C. in South Africa.’ So I said, ‘Yes, but proud of your mother?’ So this frightful ass said—what do you think he said? ‘No, I’m not proud of my mother. I don’t think I’d want to be. I only love her.’”
Huggo mimicked the voice in which the frightful ass had said this; and Rosalie, at the words and at his tone, had across her body a sudden chill, as it were physical. She wanted to say something. But it was the kind of thing you couldn’t, somehow, say to Huggo, at fifteen. But she said it. “Huggo, you do love me, don’t you?”
He turned to her a face curiously thin-lipped. “Oh, I say, mother, do look out, some one might hear you!”
Her Huggo! (She wants to stop the passing scenes and to stretch out to him across the years her arms.) Her Huggo! The one that first along her arm had laid; the scrap that first within her eyes adoring tears had brimmed; her baby boy, her tiny manling, her tiny hugging one, her first born! It is in retrospection that she sits and there’s expelled for ever from her face that aspect mutinous, intolerant, defiant, that used to visit there. That, when she housed it, was the aspect of the young man Ishmael whose hand was against every man. She is like Hagar now to be imagined, sitting over against these things a good way off, as it were a bowshot.
Strike on!
Her Huggo! Look, that’s the day they got that bad report of him from school. She had questioned Harry about a letter in his post and, naming the headmaster of Tidborough, “Yes, it’s from Hammond,” he had answered her.
“About Huggo?”
“Yes, it’s about Huggo.”
Nothing more. They were beginning to have exchanges terse as that.
She said presently, “I suppose it would interest me, wouldn’t it?”