Of course it healed and was obliterated and all passed over. Of course Harry forgave the boy. Of course he was handsome to the boy’s excuses. Drunk! Of course it was just a slightly tipsy ebullition. Had been in the hot sun in the fields all day and was affected by a too long slake of beer. Assaulted the landlady! She’d been rough mannered and objected to his noise and got in the way and he had pushed her. “The boy’s all right,” Harry said to Rosalie after, the boy forgiven, he sat and talked with her. “He’s got no vice. How could he have? It was wrong, it was deceitful, going off like that to that place without telling us. But he meant no harm. He’s explained. He’s genuinely sorry. He’s just got out of hand a bit. They all have, the young people, in this war time. The boy’s all right. He’s eighteen in a few months. I’ll see if I can speed it up a bit getting him into the army. He’s magnificently keen. He’ll do fine, God bless him. Think no more about it, old lady. In the whole business I’m only sick with myself that I lost my temper with him as I did—and with you, my dear, and with you.” And he put out his hand to her.
“One who never turned his back but marched breast forward.”
“And with you.” Of course he was distressed he had been violent with her. Of course that painful outbreak was healed, obliterated, put away. He had expressed his utter regret. He’d been badly rattled with this infernal war all that week; this business on the top of it had been a most frightful shock to him. What had he said? Forgive, Rosalie, forgive! Of course she had nothing to forgive. Forgiveness also was for her to ask. As to the point thus violently raised, he saw, didn’t he, the clear impossibility of her giving up her work, war work as much as his own, at such a time? Not to say the unnecessity of it—the children were growing up... it clearly could be done now. The position she held...
He said, “I know, old lady.” He said, “I know, I know,” and sighed.
Ah, from that vision of him saying, “I know,” and sighing, and from the mute appeal that then was in his eyes, from that—strike on!
Most retentive to her, as it had passed, of Huggo’s share in all that episode had been that she from her expostulation with Huggo had not come away with the same satisfaction as seemingly had Harry. She put before the boy how terribly his father had felt the shame of it, how almost broken-hearted he had been. “He idolises you, Huggo. You’re always his eldest son. He thinks the world of you.”
Huggo took it all with that familiar air of his of being the party that was aggrieved. He listened with impatience that was not concealed and he had no contrition to display. “Well, mother, it’s all over. What is the good of going on and on about it? I’ve had it by the hour from father. He’s understood. What is the good?”
She very lovingly talked to him. He all the time had an argument. He kept up his own case. He presently said, “And I do wish, mother, especially now I’m going into the army soon, I do wish you’d drop that ‘Huggo.’ You can’t tell how I hate it. You might just as well call me Baby. It’s a baby’s name.”
“Oh, Huggo, it was the name we loved you by.”
“Well, I can’t stick it. My name’s Hugh.”