"My choice is fixed," he answered simply.
"Then at least," she said, "we will remain friends?"
His face cleared, and he smiled. "So far as you permit."
"But without enthusiasm," she reproached him.
"Ah, Judith," he answered, "you know you don't require it."
"And we won't speak of this again?" she asked.
"Just these last words," he said. "Remember that this defeat is not the end of me; I shall yet give an account of myself." She saw how resolute were his eyes, but then his look again became gentle as he added: "And this, too. The world fascinates you. But Judith, it is very big, and strong, and merciless!"
Was it not a beaten man who spoke? She answered, "I do not fear it," and studied him to find his meaning.
But with a steadiness which allowed no further show of feeling he replied: "If ever you do, then turn to me."