CHAPTER XIV. THE FALL OF THE ALAMO.
“The combat deepens. On, ye brave!
Who rush to glory or the grave.”
“To all the sensual world proclaim:
One crowded hour of glorious life
Is worth an age without a name.”
“Gashed with honorable scars,
Low in Glory’s lap they lie;
Though they fell, they fell like stars,
Streaming splendor through the sky.”
The passing-by of Santa Anna and the Mexican army, though it had been hourly expected for nearly three days, was an event which threw the Senora and her daughters into various conditions of mental excitement. They descended from the roof to the Senora’s room, where they could move about and converse with more freedom. For the poor lady was quite unable to control her speech and actions, and was also much irritated by Antonia’s more composed manner. She thought it was want of sympathy.
“How can you take things with such a blessed calmness,” she asked, angrily. “But it is the way of the Americans, no doubt, who must have everything for prudence. Sensible! Sensible! Sensible! that is the tune they are forever playing, and you dance to it like a miracle.”
“My dear mother, can we do any good by exclaiming and weeping?”
“Holy Virgin! Perhaps not; but to have a little human nature is more agreeable to those who are yet on the earth side of purgatory.”
“Mi madre,” said Isabel, “Antonia is our good angel. She thinks for us, and plans for us, and even now has everything ready for us to move at a moment’s notice. Our good angels have to be sensible and prudent, madre.”
“To move at a moment’s notice! Virgin of Guadalupe! where shall we go to? Could my blessed father and mother see me in this prison, this very vault, I assure you they would be unhappy even among the angels.”
“Mother, there are hundreds of women today in Texas who would think this house a palace of comfort and safety.”
“Saints and angels! Is that my fault? Does it make my condition more endurable? Ah, my children, I have seen great armies come into San Antonio, and always before I have been able to make a little pleasure to myself out of the event. For the Mexicans are not blood-thirsty, though they are very warlike. When Bravo was here, what balls, what bull-fights, what visiting among the ladies! Indeed there was so much to tell, the tertulia was as necessary as the dinner. To be sure, the Mexicans are not barbarians; they made a war that had some refinement. But the Americans! They are savages. With them it is fight, fight, fight, and if we try to be agreeable, as we were to that outrageous Sam Houston, they say thank you, madam, and go on thinking their own cruel thoughts. I wonder the gentle God permits that such men live.”