It was a lonely day for the girl, in spite of the fact that she now could look forward to possessing that longed-for home of her grandfather’s. Yet, though she tried to picture all her family gathered together under one roof, and the happy reunion that now could not be very far away, she felt an undercurrent of sadness that accompanied all her thoughts. “He said he would like to be our neighbor,” she said to herself, “and he will be that, but if he brings home a wife, I would rather he would be far away.” She went about her work so listlessly that Polly was quite concerned. “I didn’t suppose that baby ’ud take such a holt on ye,” she said. “I tell ye what ye better do, Nancy; just go over to Jeanie M’Clean’s. Ye’ve been so clost at home with that young un that ye’ve skeerce been off the clearin’. Ye beeta have some change. Ye kin git the news they’ll be havin’, an’ if they want ye to stay awhile, there’s nothin’ to hinder. So be it’ll break up the habit ye have o’ living with the child.”
Agnes agreed with Polly that this would be a good plan. She had not seen Jeanie for some time, their last meeting being the Sabbath before at church, and then they had not had the opportunity for much of a chat, for David was in attendance and Agnes had purposely kept out of the way. She began pensively to wonder how David’s courtship came on, and if he had overcome his shyness, and then she sighed. “Jeanie shall not see that I am out of spirits,” she said to herself, as she started forth, “for she will not understand how there could be any reason for it when everything is going so well, and I do not know myself why it is. I am a silly little goose, that is all, and I must try to put on a cheerful countenance and stop dreaming silly dreams.”
And, indeed, as she ran along her spirits rose, for spring was in the air, and there is hope in the spring, even though it does awaken all the longings of one’s nature; and as Agnes took her way through the sweet-smelling woods, she gradually put away sorrowful thoughts, remembering only that she would see her mother soon, and that it was Parker himself who agreed with her that out of evil might come good. Moreover, she told herself, it was only a notion of Polly’s about his having a sweetheart in Virginia. Why need she believe it? There was nothing to prove it to be so. Having taken this view of the question, she was soon in a happy frame of mind. The birds were beginning to be heard in the trees overhead; at her feet the wild flowers were springing up, and tender shoots of green were appearing to make a misty distance. The world was throbbing with expectant life, and it was foolish to suppose that a youthful heart could long despair. And therefore Jeanie’s visitor appeared before her blithe and smiling.
CHAPTER XI
AT THE END OF THE VISIT
“Well, you are a stranger,” was Jeanie’s greeting. “You’ve not been here for two weeks, and I hardly had a glimpse of you on Sabbath day. We have heard from Archie since then and I have been meaning to come over to see you, but we are so busy nowadays since Archie went away; we often wish you and your father were with us again.”
“I’ve been busy, too,” said Agnes, seating herself on the broad stone which formed the doorstep of the M’Cleans’ cabin. “Ah, but I have much to tell you, Jeanie; it seems as if I hadn’t seen you for a year. But first, what of Archie?”
“He reached grandfather’s safely and they were overjoyed to see him. He was ready to begin his studies, and will it not be fine that we shall have a meenister in the family?”
“How did the letter come, and was there none for me?”
“There was but a line. He said he would write again by the first opportunity. He had yet to see your mother, but would go at once and deliver your messages. He had a chance to send this letter at a few moments’ notice, and so he could only give us the account of his health and his prospects, and that is about all. Are you disappointed that he did not write to you, Nancy?”