“Not I,” said Ben; “on’y just come. Missus she give orders as how I was to fetch down some cheers alonger you, so as to lighten the next load a bit.”
By the time he had slowly stacked the chairs together, and disposed them round Lilac’s box in the cart, which cost him much painful thought, there was not much room left.
“Now then, missie,” he said at length, “that’s the lot, ain’t it?”
“Where am I to sit, Ben?” asked Lilac doubtfully. Ben took off his hat to scratch his head. He had a perfectly round, foolish face, with short dust-coloured whiskers.
“That’s so,” he said. “I clean forgot you was to go too.”
A corner was at last found amongst the chairs, and Ben having hoisted himself on to the shaft they started slowly on their way. Lilac kept her eyes fixed on the cottage until a turn of the road hid it from her sight. It was just there she had turned to look at Mother on May Day. What a long, long time ago, and what a different Lilac she felt now! Grave and old, with all manner of cares and troubles waiting for her, and no one to mind if she were glad or sorry. No one to want her much or to be pleased at her coming. A burden instead of a blessing. She clung to the hope that Agnetta at least would not think her so, but would welcome her to her new home and be kind to her; but she was the only one of whom she thought without shrinking. Her aunt and uncle, Bella and Peter, above all the last, were people to be afraid of.
“Here’s the young master,” said Ben, suddenly turning his face round to look at her. “He be coming up to fetch the rest of the sticks.”
Lilac peeped out through the various legs of chairs which surrounded her; towards her, crawling slowly up the hill, came a wagon drawn by three iron-grey horses, and by their side a broad-shouldered, lumbering figure. It was her Cousin Peter. Of course it was Peter, she thought impatiently, turning her head away. No one else would walk up the hill instead of riding in the empty wagon. The descent now becoming easier Ben whipped up his horse, and they soon jolted past Peter and his team.
“There’s been a sight o’ deaths lately in the village,” he resumed cheerfully, having once broken the silence. “I dunno as I can ever call to mind so many. The bell’s forever agoin’. It’s downright mournful.”
He was kindly disposed towards Lilac, and having hit upon this lucky means of entertaining her he dwelt on it for the rest of the way, fortunately requiring no answering remarks. It seemed long before they reached the farm, and Lilac was cramped and tired in her uneasy position when they had at last driven in at the yard gate. There was no one to be seen; but presently Molly, the servant girl, having spied the arrival from the back kitchen, came and stood at the door. When she discovered Lilac almost hidden by the chairs, she hastened out and held up a broad red hand to help her down from the cart.