youth lived seven weeks, and during this time his company was most sweet and instructive; the tenor of his conduct and conversation being beautifully regulated by the influence of the divine Spirit, bringing, in great measure, as there was reason to believe, every thought into captivity to the obedience of Christ; and the composure and serenity of his countenance, clearly indicated the sweet peace which pervaded his mind.
About the end of Fifth Month, it became evident that the final change was drawing near. This he was enabled to look to without dismay; saying, when a fear was expressed that he could not continue long: “I cannot say that I have any fear.”
On the night of the 2nd of 6th Month, he said: “I wish I could feel a stronger assurance of acceptance with the Almighty;” and afterwards he requested to have the 23rd Psalm read to him.
The next morning, sitting up in his bed, he remarked: “There remaineth a rest for the people of God;” and, after a pause, “I want more of that faith, of which I fear I possess so little; and yet, when I have asked for what was proper and needful for me, it has not been denied. I desire to be enabled to pass through the valley
of humiliation, without much conflict; and then comes the valley of the shadow of death:—only a shadow! the finger of God will guide safe through, all those who put their trust in him: ‘Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil; thy rod and thy staff they comfort me.’ The rod to chasten, the staff to support! Oh! all that is of the world, and all that is in it, are worthless in my sight. If the Lord has any work for me to do on earth, I trust I am willing to do it; but if not, I have no wish to stay.”
In the afternoon, the beloved invalid broke forth with the following expressions: “The Lord is my Shepherd, I shall not want;” emphatically adding, “What a very precious promise!” and, after a short pause,—“Come now, and let us reason together, saith the Lord, though your sins be as scarlet, they shall be white as snow, though they be red like crimson, they shall be as wool,” remarking, “and this was under the old dispensation. Oh! I hope my sins are gone beforehand to judgment; but there seem to be so many fresh sins, I have so much time that I do not improve as I ought; but the poor weak body
and this weak mind too!” On its being remarked, that we did not serve a hard master, he seemed comforted, and continued, “Oh! that I could see the pearl gates; but I fear I have not faith enough, nor love enough to love Him perfectly who first loved me, and died for me, yes! even for me! Oh! I desire to throw myself at his feet; how I wish I could love him better, and serve him more.”
The whole of Fourth-day he seemed fast sinking, and calmly spoke of death as very near. He craved for patience, again and again, making use of many sweet expressions as his end drew near. “O Jesus! sweet Jesus, come!” and placing his hands together, supplicated thus: “Oh, dear Lord! if it be thy will, be pleased to take me, for the sake of thy dear Son.” And, again, “Thy will be done.” He remarked, “I believe I am passing through the dark valley of the shadow of death;” and on the hope being expressed that he would be supported through, he responded, “Through mercy!” Soon after this, he sank into a quiet sleep, which lasted some hours; and, shortly after waking, the unfettered spirit took its flight so gently, as scarcely to be perceptible to those around.
Frances Henshawe Thorpe, Overbury, Tewkesbury. Widow of Thomas Thorpe. 65 10mo. 5 1849
William Todhunter, Dublin. 46 1mo. 19 1850