'Think of my failure, think of my shame! Worse than yours! You only set about living a little bit in the wrong way. I never set about living at all! I shut out at least a half of life. I refused it. Isn't that the great refusal?'
'You had your work. You worked well?'
'Yes, I did do that. Well, shall we give that half? I had half a life then.'
'And what had I?'
'At least that. More, I think, in spite of everything.'
'And you can forget the failure and the shame?'
'I can almost laugh at them.'
She held out her hands to him, crying again for help:
'How? How?'
A low sound of singing came through the door. Peggy beguiled the vigil with a song. Airey held up his hand for silence. Trix listened; the tears gathered in her eyes.