I must have flamed red, at that speech, for I thought at the moment he was referring to me. It was only after I’d turned the thing over in my mind, as I helped Struthers put together our new butter-worker, that I saw he really referred to Casa Grande. But my husband knows I will never part with this ranch. He will never be so foolish as to ask me to do that. Yet one thing is plain. His heart is no longer here. He will stick to this prairie farm of ours only for what he can get out of it.
Dinkie warmed the cockles of my heart by telling 124 me this afternoon when we were out salting the horses that he never wanted to go away from Casa Grande and his mummy. The child, I imagine, had overheard some of this morning’s talk. He put his arm around my knees and hugged me tight. And I could see the tawny look come into his hazel eyes speckled with brown. My Dinkie is a prairie child. His soul is not a cramped little soul, but has depth and wideness and undiscerned mysteries.
Sunday the Thirtieth
Two weeks have slipped by. Two weeks have gone, and left no record of their going. But a prairie home is a terribly busy one, at times, and it’s idleness that leads to the ink-pot. I’m still trying to make the best of a none too promising situation, and I’ll thole through, as Whinstane Sandy puts it. After breakfast this morning, in fact, when Pauline Augusta was swept by one of those little gales of lonesomeness to which children and women are so mysteriously subjected, she climbed up into my lap and I rocked her on my shoulder as I might have rocked a baby. Dinky-Dunk wandered in and inspected that performance with a slightly satiric eye. So, resenting his expression, I promptly began to sing:
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“Bye-bye, Baby Bunting, Daddy’s gone a-hunting, To gather up a pile of tin To wrap the Baby Bunting in!” |
Dinky-Dunk, when the significance of this lilted 126 flippancy of mine had sunk home, regarded me with a narrowed and none too friendly eye.
“Feeling a bit larkier than usual this morning, aren’t you?” he inquired with what was merely a pretense at carelessness.
It was merely a pretense, I know, because we’d been over the old ground the night before, and the excursion hadn’t added greatly to the happiness of either of us. Duncan, in fact, had rather horrified me by actually asking if I thought there was a chance of his borrowing eleven thousand dollars from Peter Ketley.