But there’s been no word from Dinky-Dunk. The conviction is growing in my mind that he’s not at Alabama Ranch.
Monday the Twenty-first
A letter has just come to me this morning from Whinstane Sandy, written in lead-pencil. It said, with an orthography all its own, that Duncan had been in bed for two weeks with what they thought was pneumonia, but was up again and able to eat something, and not to worry. It seemed a confident and cheerful message at first, but the oftener I read it the more worried I became. So one load was taken off my heart only to make room for another. My first decision was to start north at once, to get back to Alabama Ranch and my Dinky-Dunk as fast as steam could take me. I was still the sharer of his joys and sorrows, and ought to be with him when things were at their worst. But on second thought it didn’t seem quite fair to the kiddies, to dump them from midsummer into shack-life and a sub-zero climate. And always, always, always, there were the children to be considered. So I wired Ed Sherman, the station-agent at Buckhorn, asking him to send out a message to Duncan, saying I was waiting for him in Pasadena and to come at once....
I wonder what his answer will be? It’s surrender, on my part. It’s capitulation, and Dinky-Dunk, of course, will recognize that fact. Or he ought to. But it’s not this I’m worrying over. It’s Duncan himself, and his health. It gives me a guilty feeling.... I once thought that I was made to heal hearts. But about all I can do, I find, is to bruise them.
Thursday the Twenty-fourth
A telegram of just one word has come from Duncan, dated at Calgary. It said: “Coming.” I could feel a little tremble in my knees as I read it. He must be better, or he’d never be able to travel. To-morrow will be Christmas Day, but we’ve decided to postpone all celebration until the kiddies’ daddy is on the scene. It will never seem much like Christmas to us Eskimos, at eighty-five in the shade. And we’re temporarily subduing that red-ink day to the eyes of the children by carefully secreting in one of Peter’s clothes-closets each and every present that has come for them.