pleasing impressions

to address you, so that I am afraid my epistle will not be the most entertaining. I assure you upon my

honour

, jesting apart, I have never been so

scurrilously

, and

violently

abused by any person, as by that woman, whom I think I am to call mother, by that being who gave me birth, to whom I ought to look up with veneration and respect, but whom I am sorry I cannot love or admire. Within one little hour, I have not only heard myself, but have heard my

whole family

, by the father's side,