[intended]

to go to Lady Hardwicke's

[1]

, but won't. I always begin the day with a bias towards going to parties; but, as the evening advances, my stimulus fails, and I hardly ever go out—and, when I do, always regret it. This might have been a pleasant one;—at least, the hostess is a very superior woman.

[Lady]

Lansdowne's

[2]

to-morrow—Lady Heathcote's

[3]

Wednesday. Um!—I must spur myself into going to some of them, or it will look like rudeness, and it is better to do as other people do—confound them!