There was something so insolent in her manner, so defying in her countenance, that Mr. Gleason, who was naturally passionate, became so exasperated that he lifted his hand with a threatening gesture, but the pleading image of his gentle wife rose before him and arrested the chastisement.
“I cannot punish the child whose mother lies in the grave,” said he, in an agitated tone, suffering his arm to fall relaxed by his side. “But Mittie, you are making me very unhappy by your misconduct. Tell me why you dislike your innocent little sister, and delight in giving her pain, when she is meek and gentle as a lamb?”
“Because you all love her better than you do me,” she answered, her scornful under lip slightly quivering. “Brother Louis don’t care for me; he always gives every thing he has to Helen. Miss Thusa pets her all the day long, just because she listens to her ugly old stories; and you—and you, always take her part against me.”
“Mittie, don’t let me hear you make use of that ridiculous phrase again; it means nothing, and has a low, vulgar sound. Come here, my daughter—I thought you did not care about our love.” He took her by the hand and drew her in spite of her resistance, between his knees. Then stroking back the black and shining hair from her high, bold brow, he added,
“You are mistaken, Mittie, if you do not think that we love you. I love you with a father’s tender affection; I have never given you reason to doubt it. If I show more love for Helen, it is only because she is younger, smaller, and winds herself more closely around me by her loving, affectionate ways; she seems to love me better, to love us all better. That is the secret, Mittie; it is love; cling to our hearts as Helen does, and we will never cast you off.”
“I can’t do as Helen does, for I’m not like her,” said Mittie, tossing back her hair with her own peculiar motion, “and I don’t want to be like her; she’s nothing but a coward, though she makes believe half the time, to be petted, I know she does.”
“Incorrigible child;” cried the father, pushing back his chair, rising and walking the room back and forth, with a sad and clouded brow. He had many misgivings for the future. The frank, convivial, generous spirit of Louis would lead him into temptation, when exposed to the influence of seducing companions. Mittie’s jealous and unyielding temper would embitter the peace of the household; while Helen’s morbid sensibility, like a keen-edged sword in a thin, frail scabbard, threatened to wear away her young life. What firmness—yea, what gentleness—yea, what wisdom, what holy Christian principles were requisite for the responsibilities resting upon him.
“May God guide and sustain me,” he cried, pausing and looking upward.
“May I go, sir?” asked Mittie, who had been watching her father’s varying countenance, and felt somewhat awed by the deep solemnity and sadness that settled upon it. Her manner, if not affectionate was respectful, and he dismissed her with a gleaming hope that the clue to her heart’s labyrinth—that labyrinth which seemed now closed with an immovable rock, might yet be discovered.