He thought of his father always with hardness and unforgiveness, for he realized now, as he had not at the time he ran away from home, what the thousands of acres, the great herd of sleek cattle, meant—the fortune that they represented.
“He could have so well afforded it,” Bruce often mused bitterly. “And it’s all I would have asked of him. I didn’t come into the world because I wanted to come, and he owed it to me—my chance!”
The flakes of snow which fell at first and clung tenaciously to Bruce’s dark-blue flannel shirt were soft and wet, so much so that they were almost drops of rain, but soon they hardened and bounced and rattled as they began to fall faster.
As he threw an armful of wood behind the sheet-iron camp stove, Bruce gave a disparaging poke at a pan of yeast bread set to rise.
“Slim and I will have to take this dough to bed with us to keep it warm if it turns much colder. Everything’s going to freeze up stiff as a snake. Never remember it as cold as this the first storm. Well, I’ll get a pail of water, then let her come.” He added uneasily: “I wish Slim would get in.”
His simple preparations were soon complete, and when he closed the heavy door of whip-sawed lumber it was necessary to light the small kerosene lamp, although the dollar watch ticking on its nail said the hour was but four-thirty.
He eyed a pile of soiled dishes in disgust, then set a lard bucket of water to heat.
“Two days’ gatherings! After I’ve eaten four meals off the same plate it begins to go against me. Slim would scrape the grub off with a stick and eat for a year without washing a dish. Seems like the better raised some fellers are the dirtier they are when they’re out like this. Guess I’ll wash me a shirt or two while I’m holed up. Now where did I put my dishrag?”
His work and his huge masculinity looked ludicrously incongruous as he bent over the low table and scraped at the tin plates with his thumb nail or squinted into the lard buckets, of which there seemed an endless array.