CHAPTER XLII.
“Better for me if I had; then I could chop and change from one to another as you would have me. No, mother; I dare say if I had never seen Grace I should have loved Jael. As it is, I have a great affection and respect for her, but that is all.”
“And those would ripen into love if once you were married.”
“They might. If it came to her flinging that great arm round my neck in kindness she once saved my life with by brute force, I suppose a man's heart could not resist her. But it will never come to that while my darling lives. She is my lover, and Jael my sister and my dear friend. God bless her, and may she be as happy as she deserves. I wish I could get a word with her, but that seems out of the question to-night. I shall slip away to bed and my own sad thoughts.”
With this he retired unobserved.
In the morning he asked Jael if she would speak to him alone.
“Why not?” said she calmly.
They took a walk in the shrubbery.
“I tried hard to get a word with you yesterday, but you were so taken up with that puppy.”
“He is very good company.”