‘That is one side of it. To refuse would put him in a serious difficulty; but I could perhaps come home sooner if it were not for this other matter. I told him so far as that it was an object with me to raise this sum in a few years, and he showed me how there is every likelihood of my being able to do so out there. So now I feel in your hands. If you all, and Edward chiefly, set to and persuade my mother that this undertaking is a dangerous business, and that I can only be led to it by inordinate love of riches—’
‘No, no—’
‘That’s what she thinks,’ pursued Clarence, ‘and that I want to be a grander man than my father. That’s at the bottom of her mind, I see. Well, if you deplore this, and let her think the place can’t do without me, she will come out in her strength and make it my duty to stay at home.’
‘It is very tempting,’ said Emily.
‘We all undertook to give up something.’
‘We never thought it would come in this way!’
‘We never do,’ said Clarence.
‘Tell me,’ said Martyn, ‘is this to content that ghost, poor thing? For it is very hard to believe in her, except in the mullion room in December.’
‘Exactly so, Martyn,’ he answered. ‘Impressions fade, and the intellect fails to accept them. But I do not think that is my motive. We know that a wicked deed was done by our ancestor, and we hardly have the right to pray, “Remember not the sins of our forefathers,” unless, now that we know the crime, we attempt what restitution in us lies.’
There was no resisting after this appeal, and after the first shock, my mother was ready to admit that as Clarence owed everything to Mr. Castleford, he could not well desert the firm, if it were really needful for its welfare that he should go out. We got her to look on Mr. Castleford as captain of the ship, and Clarence as first lieutenant; and when she was once convinced that he did not want to aggrandise the family, but to do his duty, she dropped her objections; and we soon saw that the occupations that his absence would impose on her would be a fresh interest in life.