“I think so more than ever. If he will not read reason, he must hear it, and if he takes no notice of the letters we sent after the sessions, I shall go and bring him back in time for the assizes.”
“Oh, Colin! it cannot be. Think of the risk! You who are still looking so thin and ill. I cannot let you.”
“It will be warm enough by the time I get there.”
“The distance! You are doing too much for us.”
“No, Ermine,” with a smile, “that I will never do.”
She tried to answer his smile, but leant back and shed tears, not like the first, full of pain, but of affectionate gratitude, and yet of reluctance at his going. She had ever been the strength and stay of the family, but there seemed to be a source of weakness in his nearness, and this period of his indisposition and of suspense had been a strain on her spirits that told in this gentle weeping. “This is a poor welcome after you have been laid up so long,” she said when she could speak again. “If I behave so ill, you will only want to run from the sight of me.”
“It will be July when I come back.”
“I do not think you ought to go.”
“Nor I, if Edward deigns to read the account of Rose’s examination.”
In that calm smiling resolution Ermine read the needlessness of present argument, and spoke again of his health and his solitary hours.