“You stupid, creeping fool!” she cried. “I hate you! Look what you’ve done! Don’t ever dare come near me again!” And she struck him across the face with her clenched fist.
Then they went out and left him.
He stood looking at Crispin; he was numbed with horror. Slowly he bent and picked up the Luger. It smelt strongly of gunpowder. He examined it. The safety catch had been moved. He pressed it down. There came a faint click. His memory moved, groped, floundered. There had been the same clicking sound when Cora had given him the gun. He remembered now. Had she deliberately released the safety catch? He didn’t think it likely. He didn’t know. His finger curled round the trigger. The hammer instantly snapped down. He snapped the hammer down three times before it dawned on him that someone had fixed the trigger mechanism so that the gun would fire at the slightest touch. Even then he was too terrified to think much of the discovery.
Rain beat in through the open window, and the curtains ballooned into the room as waves of hot air disturbed them. Thunder crackled.
George stood still, listening He heard a motor-car start up. It seemed to be moving at a great speed, and its sound quickly died away. He found himself looking at the table and noting with stupefied fascination that the briefcase full of money was no longer there.
13
George opened his eyes. The room was shadowy, but comfortingly familiar. The faint dawn light edged round the blind. It was early.
Although his body ached, and there was a feeling of lassitude in his limbs, his brain was clear and awake. He raised his head and glanced at his wristwatch. It was half past five. He lay back again and stared up at the ceiling, his mind crawling with alarm. He must avoid panic. He must relax and go over the whole business carefully and calmly. If he thought enough about it, got it into its right perspective, there must be a way out. The trouble was that he wasn’t very good at thinking, nor was he very good at keeping calm, nor, of course, had he killed a man before.
He sat up in bed and deliberately turned the pillow, patted it and lay down again. By this simple act—something that anyone would do—he hoped that he would recapture a feeling of security. He adjusted the sheet under his chin and moved his legs. The bed felt warm and comfortable. The little black cloud of panic that had begun to edge over his brain receded. It would be all right, he told himself, if he kept calm.
He closed his eyes, and immediately Crispin’s crumpled body in the bloodstained dressing-gown swam into his mind. He started up, his fists gripping the sheet. This wouldn’t do, he thought, and forced himself to lie down again.