'It's a long story,' he began, 'And many parts I don't know for certain. But from things I have learned, and from things I knew before, I think I can tell you this much.' He shifted positions, trying to lessen the discomfort in the small of his back.
'For Kamela, I believe her tragedy was two-fold. First, if I read the signs right—-I knew something of the pack before the coming of the Changed One—-I believe that Akar was her first love. He had chosen her to be his mate, and she him.
'But the pack must be ruled by a single master, and that master, Akar's brother, had also chosen her. There are many things a leader must consider, and emotion is not the first concern of wolves. Shaezar claimed her, and she yielded to his will.
'Akar could not, would not cross his brother, but he was deeply hurt. In bitterness he left the pack for a time, and it was then that Shar-hai made his move. He killed Shaezar, fairly or unfairly, and took his place as leader. For Akar the result was true banishment, and unforgiving self-reproach. For Kamela….. Shar-hai must have made her life a living Hell. You have seen the long scar on her underside.'
'NO.' She spoke truly.
'She did her best to hide it….. I believe that she was brutally raped, probably more than once. Also, it is very rare to have only one cub. I think that Shar-hai and his guard must have killed the others. He let Alaska live because she was no threat to him, and might provide further amusement.'
'My God, that's awful.'
'Yes. That is why she was not afraid to die. She still loved Akar, of that I am sure. And he loved her. But she could never overcome the shadow that was left on her soul. You cross a line, Sylviana. . .and everything becomes so black.'
She sensed that he was close to breaking. But for all her pity, she knew what she must do. One last push.
'But why did Akar leave the cub with us? It seems so cruel.'