Ben’s recollection of old days on the Island was mostly limited to a strip of yellow shore. He remembered catboats and knife-edged grasses, a dock with barnacled piles, learning to make a half-hitch in wet ropes, and the freckled, gap-toothed faces of some other small boys. He remembered splintery plank walks among masses of poison ivy, the puckered white feet of a man who had been drowned, the sour stink of his aquarium of hermit crabs, dead because he forgot to change their water. He remembered an older boy who taught the small fry obscene rhymes. The cheerful disgusting hazards of being young were now safely over, thank goodness. The orderly exacting routine of business was enough to keep a man amused. Twenty-one years is a long time: yet turning the focus of memory a little more sharply he caught an unexpected glimpse of a friendly fat waitress at the old wooden hotel who used to bring him bowls of clam chowder; and some of the grown-ups were still visible. But the small girls seemed to have evaporated, fogged out. Even Ruth herself. He could only recall a distant shrilling of hide-and-seek played after dusk among the sand hills, the running flutter of pink cotton dresses. Why don’t little girls wear pink nowadays, he wondered.
“Did she wear a pink dress?”
“Gracious, I don’t know. She had green eyes and was awfully shy. If that was her, she’s turned out more attractive than I would have thought. Funny, she hasn’t bobbed her hair: I thought all artists were supposed to do that.”
Ben wasn’t greatly interested. His private conviction was that the party would be a bore anyhow: but he couldn’t very well return to the newspaper while Ruth was talking. He took off his glasses and polished them.
“What does her husband do?”
“Her husband? She hasn’t got one. I suppose she’s wedded to her art. I don’t think she’s the type that’s attractive to men.”
Ruth regretted this when she had said it, because obviously a little deduction on Ben’s part would have led him to her real thread of thought. But he showed no sign of animation, patted her knee in a soothing, proprietory way, and settled his coat round him like a dog coiling for another nap.
“We’ll soon be there,” he said.
“I hope so. I’d forgotten it was such a long ride. It’ll be strange to see the Island again. What a queer thing, George getting hold of the old Richmond place. It’s been empty a long time, the family never went back to it after the little girl (what was her name?) died.”
As though plunging into a tunnel the train drummed into a squall. Grey slants of rain thrashed the windows, there were heavy explosions of sound. Ruth was usually afraid of storms, but this one seemed to make the long green car comfortable. The smooth hum of the train softened the jagged edges of thunder. She would have liked a woman there to talk to about Joyce. She had been cheerful in the certainty that her own hat was the smartest on the train until Joyce (for certainly it was she) entered the dining car. That curly black felt, with what an air she carried it. There was something gipsyish about her: something finely unconscious in her way of enjoying her lunch while every other woman was watching her. Women run in a pack and hasten to ally themselves against any other who seems to have secret funds of certainty. Those who live from hand to mouth are always indignant at a private income. Ruth knew Joyce at once as one of the lonely kind. While she had been sitting there, apparently idle and half asleep, she had turned her chair to command the aisle and was waiting intently to see her come back through their car.