After the cough of the clock silence came up the shaft of the stairway. Not themselves alone, but the house too, had its part in everything. She could feel its whole fabric attentive and watchful, and wondered how she could have been heedless of this before. A house of ugly pattern, with yellow wainscots and fretsawed mantels and panes of gaudy glass: but she guessed now, what one can only learn under strange roofs, how precious houses are. And how wary they have to be, fortresses against fierce powers, sunshine, darkness, gale. Life has flowed through them: clocks have chimed, logs crumbled, stairs creaked under happy feet. These whispers are all they have to treasure: if you leave them alone too long they get morbid, full of sullen fancies. She remembered herself, visiting that house as a child, once seated at this same window, watching others play croquet ... was it memory, or only the trick of the mind that splits the passing instant and makes one live it twice?
“Come, children!” she called from the window. “Time for your supper.”
She went slowly down the stairs. Be calm, be calm, she said to herself; this too will pass; this isn’t Shakespeare but only the children’s supper time. But the flow of her blood warmed and quickened as water grows hot while you wait with your hand under the bathroom faucet. On the landing, where a shot of sunlight came arrowing through from the sitting-room window, she waited to adjust a slipper. She could hear them on the gravel outside. If he came in now he would find her just so, gilded and silvered like a Christmas card. But their voices remained on the veranda where the children’s meal was laid. She could not afford to wait long. Now, now, were a few precious moments. This was a dream: and dreams must be recorded at once or they vanish for ever.
She heard one of them sneeze. It was Janet: she knew all their sneezes and coughs by ear. Yes, they probably have caught cold, bathing in that storm. And they have to sleep outdoors to-night, too: on the porch, because of this infernal Picnic. It’s much colder; the thermometer must have dropped twenty degrees. She hurried to get the sweaters from the cupboard under the stairs.
They were sitting at the veranda table, with milk and bread and jam. Mr. Martin was in the fourth chair. He looked as though he too was ready for supper.
“Well, chickabiddies, did you have a good bathe? I hope you didn’t catch cold. Here, put on your sweaters.”
They looked up at her gaily. Their upper lips were wet and whitish.
“How pretty you look!” exclaimed Janet.
She had meant to toss him a brief, clear, friendly little gaze; an orderly hostess-to-pleasant-guest regard; but this from Janet startled her. She could see that he was holding her in his eye, meditating the accuracy of Janet’s comment. She did not feel ready to face him.
“Thank you,” she said lightly. And added, “Wipe your mouths after drinking.”