"We must try and make a little profit," he murmured.
"Oh, God, you'll do that. Why, I must have paid very nearly a hundred for them, and they were practically all second hand when I bought them."
The assistant shrugged his shoulders.
"I'm sorry, sir, but in offering you £35, I'm offering too much as it is. We don't really want them, you see. They're not really any good to us."
"You're simply being damned charitable in fact," said Guy. "All right. Give me a cheque and take them away when you like ... the sooner the better."
He could have kicked that pile of books he had with such hardship chosen; already they seemed to belong to this smart young assistant with the satin tie; and he began to hate this agglomeration which had cost him such agony and in the end had swindled him out of £15. The assistant sat down and wrote a cheque for Guy, took his receipt and bowed himself out, saying that he would send for the books in the course of the week.
Through the rain Guy went for consolation to Pauline. He told her of his sacrifice and she with all she could give of exquisite compassion listened to his tale.
"But, Guy, my darling, why don't you borrow the money from Father? I am sure he'd be delighted to lend it to you."
Guy shook his head.
"It's impossible. My debts must be paid by myself. I wouldn't even borrow from Michael Fane. Dearest, don't look so sad. I would sell my soul for you. Kiss me. Kiss me. I care for nothing but your kisses. You must promise not to say a word of this to any one. Besides, it's no sacrifice to do anything that brings our marriage nearer by an inch. These debts are weighing me down. They stifle me. I am miserable too about the poems. I haven't told you yet. It's really a joke in one way. Yes, it's really funny. Worrall wrote to ask for a guinea before he read them. Now, don't you think there is something very particularly humorous in being charged a guinea by a reader? However, don't worry about that."