Another week passed, and Guy wondered what they were thinking of him at the Rectory for his neglect of all they might justly suppose had been offered him. Absence from Pauline did not seem to have effected much so far except a complete paralysis of his power to work with that diligence he had always preached as the true threshold of art. Perhaps he had been always a little too insistent upon the merit of academic industry, too conscious of a deliberate embarkation upon a well-built career, too careful of mere equipment in his exploration of Parnassus. So long as he had been exercizing his technical accomplishment, everything had seemed to be advancing securely toward the moment when inspiration should vitalize the promise of his craftsmanship. Now inspiration was at hand, and accomplishment had betrayed him. These effusions of restless love which he had lately produced were surely the most wretched cripples ever sent to climb the Heliconian slope. Guy looked at his notebook and marked how many apostrophes, the impulses to declaim which had seemed to scorch his imagination with bright ardours, had, alas, failed to kindle his uninflammable pencil. He derived a transient consolation from Browning's Pauline which was surely as inadequate as his own verse to celebrate the name. 'Pauline, mine own, bend o'er me.' That opening half-line was the only one which moved him. But after all Browning did not esteem his own Pauline and had written it when he was twenty. Himself was twenty-two, and could not declare his passion in one lyric. A graceful sonnet for his father's birthday would not compensate for this dismaying failure. Moreover in rhymes, thought Guy, Pauline was no niggard; and with a flicker of sardonic humour he recalled how many Swinburne had found for Faustine.
It was Godbold who fed the vexations and torments of untried love with the bitterest medicine of all. He had come down to see Guy about an old chair that had to be fetched from a neighbouring village and, when his business was over, seemed inclined to chat for a while.
"Have you ever noticed, Mr. Hazlewood," he began, "as there's a lot of people in this world who know more than a man knows himself?"
Guy indicated that the fact had struck him.
"Well, now, just because I happen to see you with Miss Pauline the other morning, there's half-a-dozen wise gabies in Wychford who've almost married you to her out of hand."
Guy tried not to look annoyed.
"Oh, you may well frown, Mr. Hazlewood, for as I said to them, it's nothing more than nonsense to tie up a young man and a young woman just because they happen to take a walk together on a fine morning."
"I hope this sort of intolerable gossip isn't still going on," said Guy savagely.
"Oh, well, you see, sir, Wychford is a middling place for gossip. And if it wasn't one of the Miss Greys it would be some other young Miss roundhereabouts. Human nature, like pigeons, is set on mating."
"I hope you'll contradict this ridiculous rumour," said Guy.