“But you don't like it much any more?”
“I don't know. Perhaps I don't. I'm not sure.”
“You don't look forward to the Saturday mornings?” he asked.
“Perhaps I don't—but for Manfredi's sake, of course, I do. But for his sake more than my own, I admit. And I think he knows it.”
“A crowd of people in one's house—” said Aaron.
“Yes, the people. But it's not only that. It's the music itself—I think I can't stand it any more. I don't know.”
“Too emotional? Too much feeling for you?”
“Yes, perhaps. But no. What I can't stand is chords, you know: harmonies. A number of sounds all sounding together. It just makes me ill. It makes me feel so sick.”
“What—do you want discords?—dissonances?”
“No—they are nearly as bad. No, it's just when any number of musical notes, different notes, come together, harmonies or discords. Even a single chord struck on the piano. It makes me feel sick. I just feel as if I should retch. Isn't it strange? Of course, I don't tell Manfredi. It would be too cruel to him. It would cut his life in two.”