"Then why are you so pale and gloomy?"
"Bellyful of remembering: and perhaps afraid of myself."
She sat in silence. It was growing late.
"And you do think it's important, a man and a woman?" she asked him.
"For me it is. For me it's the core to my life: if I have a right relation with a woman."
"And if you didn't get it?"
"Then I'd have to do without."
Again she pondered, before she asked:
"And do you think you've always been right with women?"
"God, no! I let my wife get to what she was: my fault a good deal. I spoilt her. And I'm very mistrustful. You'll have to expect it. It takes a lot to make me trust anybody, inwardly. So perhaps I'm a fraud too. I mistrust. And tenderness is not to be mistaken."