‘Why, you silly boy,’ she said, ‘you’ve got the name wrong. But oh, Paul, ain’t ee beginning very young? Askin’ for maids’ thoughts afore they go to sleep! Mine, too! You’ll be a regular gallows young reprobate afore you’re much older. That I’m sure of.’
There was a trembling wish deep down in his heart that she had left this unsaid, but how could he be so disloyal as to let it float to the surface? He drowned it deep, but it was there. She had misunderstood. She read him coarsely, not as the May of his dreams had read him.
‘Now, you write something about me, will ee, Paul?—something in my own name. Will ee?’ Paul made no answer for the moment, for the request fairly carried him off his balance. ‘Will ee, now?’ she asked, bringing her face in front of his.
‘Yes, yes, yes,’ he half sighed, half panted.
‘Here’s a stile,’ she said, springing forward with a happy gurgle of a laugh. The laugh to Paul’s ear was as musical as the sad chuckle of the nightingale, and as far from sorrow as its one rival is from mirth. There was camaraderie in it, sympathy, a touch even of something confidential. ‘Now, well sit down here together, and you shall make it up.’
She perched on the stile as light as a perching bird, and drew her lithe figure on one side to make room for Paul. The stile was narrow, and there was barely room for two. Paul hesitated shyly, but she patted the seat in a pretty assumption of impatience, and he obeyed.
‘Paul,’ she said, sliding an arm behind him, and taking hold of the side-post. ‘What was it ee wanted to tell this morning?’
‘This morning?’ said Paul stupidly. It is one thing to resolve to be courageous in battle. It may be another thing when the fight begins.
‘Now, I’m sure you haven’t forgot already,’ she said. ‘Here! You catch hold of the post on my side. Then we shall be comfortable.’ She swayed forward to make easier for him the movement she advised, and her whole figure from ankle to shoulder touched him lightly. He obeyed, and she swung back again, nestling into the curve of his arm. ‘That’s nice, isn’t it? Now, what was ee going to tell?’ Paul had not a word to say for himself. If he had ever had the audacity to picture anything in his own mind like this present truth, he would have thought it certain to be deliriously happy; but as a matter of fact he was miserable, and felt himself at the clumsiest disadvantage. ‘You said,’ she murmured, half reproachfully, you’d go through fire or water for me, Paul.’
‘So I would,’ said Paul.