If we have known Jesus Christ for twenty years or more, and if we have not been able to introduce an anxious soul to Him, there has been something wrong somewhere. If we were full of grace, we should be ready for any call that comes to us. Paul said, when he had that famous interview with Christ on the way to Damascus, “Lord, what wilt Thou have me to do?” Isaiah said, “Here am I, send me.” Oh that God would fill all His people with grace, so that we may see more wonderful things than He has ever permitted us to see! No man can tell what he can do, until he moves forward. If we do that in the name of God, instead of there being a few scores or hundreds converted, there will be thousands flocking into the Kingdom of God. Remember, that we honor God when we ask for great things. It is a humiliating thing to think that we are satisfied with very small results.
It is said that Alexander the Great had a favorite General to whom he had given permission to draw upon the royal treasury for any amount. On one occasion this General had made a draft for such an enormous sum that the Treasurer refused to honor it until he consulted the Emperor. So he went into his presence and told him what the General had done. “Did you not honor the draft?” said the Emperor. “No; I refused till I had seen your Majesty; because the amount was so great.” The Emperor was indignant. His Treasurer said that he was afraid of offending him if he had paid the amount. “Do you not know,” replied the Emperor, “that he honors me and my kingdom by making a large draft?” Whether the story be authentic or not, it is true that we honor God when we ask for great things.
It is said that on one occasion when Cæsar gave a very valuable present, the receiver replied that it was too costly a gift. The Emperor answered that it was not too great for Cæsar to give. Our God is a great King; and He delights to use us: so let us delight to ask Him for great grace, that we may go out and work for him.
I find that many Christians are in trouble about the future; they think they will not have grace enough to die by. It is much more important that we should have grace enough to live by. It seems to me that death is of very little importance in the meantime. When the dying hour comes there will be dying grace; but you do not require dying grace to live by. If I am going to live perhaps for fifteen or twenty years, what do I want with dying grace? I am far more anxious about having grace enough for my present work.
I have sometimes been asked if I had grace enough to enable me to go to the stake and die as a martyr. No; what do I want with martyr’s grace? I do not like suffering; but if God should call on me to die a martyr’s death, He would give me martyr’s grace. If I have to pass through some great affliction, I know God will give me grace when the time comes; but I do not want it till it comes.
There is a story of a martyr in the second century. He was brought before the king, and told that if he did not recant they would banish him. Said he, “O king, you cannot banish me from Christ; for He has said, I will never leave thee nor forsake thee!” The apostle John was banished to the island of Patmos; but it was the best thing that could have happened: for if John had not been sent there, probably we should never have had that grand Book of Revelation. John could not be separated from his Master.
So it was with this brave martyr, of whom I was speaking. The king said to him, “Then I will take away your property from you.” “You cannot do that: for my treasure is laid up on high, where you cannot get at it?” “Then I will kill you.” “You can not do that; for I have been dead these forty years: my life is hid with Christ in God.” The king said, “What are you going to do with such a fanatic as that?”
Let us remember that if we have not grace enough for service, we have no one to blame but ourselves. We are not straitened in God: He has abundance of grace to qualify us to work for Him.
MORE TO FOLLOW.
I heard a story about two members of a Church: one was a wealthy man, and the other was one of those who cannot take care of their finances—he was always in debt. The rich brother had compassion on his poor brother. He wanted to give him some money; but he would not give it to the man all at once: he knew he would not use it properly. So he sent the amount to the minister, and asked him to supply the needs of this poor brother. The minister used to send him a five-dollar bill, and put on the envelope “More to follow.” I can imagine how welcome the gift would be; but the best of all was the promise—“More to follow.” So it is with God: there is always “more to follow.” It is such a pity that we are not ready to be used by God when He wants to use us.