He sat up again, looking at her and listening. She rambled on in half-coherent speech. She had not heard him cry out her name; or if she had heard him it had been only a part of her fevered dreams. And this was the crowning bitterness: that he should want to speak to her, to tell her that he loved her, and she could not hear; that he was too late, and she would never know.
He leaped to his feet in a whirling tempest of rage. He stumbled to the mouth of the cave, and thrust himself half through the barricade, and looked out into the wilderness of snow, and stood shaking his fist at it, quivering with passion, and uttering the wildest imprecations upon the world, upon the outlaw, and upon himself. And gradually they centered upon himself alone; and he stood presently, as it were, naked before 313 God, with something like a prayer unspoken, a silent, voiceless petition rising from his tortured soul.
He became calm after that. A curious peace, it seemed, had flowed in upon him. Mechanically he renewed the fire, brought water and held it to Marion’s lips, and eased her position on the bed. Then he sat by her side to wait!
Well, this was the end. She would be going soon,––to-morrow, or the day after. He glanced toward the shelf where Marion’s rifle and his revolver lay. She would not be there now to snatch the weapon from his hand! But she would be waiting for him. And there came back to him the strange feeling he had experienced in his cottage––the pressure of her hand still warm on his own––her hand helping up and up and out of the Valley of the Shadow. And her hand would be stretched out for him––in the Beyond––
It must have been about the middle of the next forenoon––he had ceased to reckon time, and there were no more notches cut on the black wall of the cave––when Philip, sitting at Marion’s side, observed a curious, restless movement of her head. She had lain all morning in a stupor, very still, with only an occasional murmur from her dry lips. But now, moving her head from side to side, she tried to lift it, as if to listen.
“What is it, Marion?” asked Haig, leaning close to her.
“Listen!” she whispered.
He obeyed her, or pretended to, and turned an ear toward the mouth of the cavern. The wind was up 314 with its wailing and its snarls and shrieks. He heard it for a moment, then looked at her again.
“My poor girl! My poor Marion!” he said.