'You see I came here to get cured by forgetting, and I thought I was cured. And this morning I found I wasn't, and it has—and it has disappointed me.'
'You musn't cry, you know,' said Dolly gently. 'Not in the middle of picking red currants. There's the man—'
She glanced at Antoine, digging.
I snuffled away my tears without the betrayal of a pocket handkerchief, and managed to smile at her.
'What idiots we go on being,' I said ruefully.
'Oh—idiots!'
Dolly made a gesture as of including the whole world.
'Does one ever grow up?' I asked.
'I don't know. I haven't.'
'But do you think one ever learns to bear pain without wanting to run crying bitterly to one's mother?'