“Next week the crisis will come at the mines,” he said. “I wonder how it will end for me.”
“You are still determined?” said Anice.
“Yes, I am still determined. I wish it were over. Perhaps there will be a Fate in it”—his voice lowering itself as he added this last sentence.
“A Fate?” said Anice.
“I am growing superstitious and full of fancies,” he said. “I do not trust to myself, as I once did. I should like Fate to bear the responsibility of my leaving Riggan or remaining in it.”
“And if you leave it?” asked Anice.
For an instant he paused in his walk, with an uncertain air. But he shook this uncertainty off with a visible effort, the next moment.
“If I leave it, I do not think I shall return, and Fate will have settled a long unsettled question for me.”
“Don't leave it to Fate,” said Anice in a low tone. “Settle it for yourself. It does not—it is not—it looks——”
“It looks cowardly,” he interrupted her. “So it does, and so it is. God knows I never felt myself so great a coward before!”