And yet she was unsparing to herself, and a rigid censor of her own motive and conduct. This she could not fail to be, because she believed in her vocation as from God. She never doubted that her work had been appointed for her; she never wavered in her belief that strength given by God, supported her. She knew that she was the servant of God, sent by Him to minister to others. This knowledge was joy; but it made her inexorable and inflexible towards herself.
There are but few incidents in her peaceful life. It was torn by no doubt, distracted by no apprehensions, it reached none of the heights of human happiness, and sounded none of the depths of despair. If there were unfulfilled hopes, aspirations, affections, they left no bitterness, no sense of disappointment. A beautiful life and helpful; for who need despair where she overcame and gained so great a victory?
The materials for recording the history of Elizabeth Gilbert are scanty, but all that were possessed by her sisters and friends have been placed at my disposal. My love for her, and our long friendship, have enabled me, I hope, to interpret them aright.
FRANCES MARTIN.
October 1887.
CONTENTS
| CHAPTER I | |
|---|---|
| PAGE | |
| Childhood | [1] |
| CHAPTER II | |
| In the Dark | [14] |
| CHAPTER III | |
| Little Blossom | [27] |
| CHAPTER IV | |
| What the Prophetess Foresaw | [39] |
| CHAPTER V | |
| The Palace Garden | [51] |
| CHAPTER VI | |
| A Sense of Loss | [70] |
| CHAPTER VII | |
| The Blind Manager | [82] |
| CHAPTER VIII | |
| Royal Bounty | [94] |
| CHAPTER IX | |
| Removing Stumbling-Blocks | [110] |
| CHAPTER X | |
| Trials and Temptations | [129] |
| CHAPTER XI | |
| Reflections and Suggestions | [142] |
| CHAPTER XII | |
| Her Diary | [150] |
| CHAPTER XIII | |
| The Fear of God and no other | [158] |
| CHAPTER XIV | |
| Everyday Life | [175] |
| CHAPTER XV | |
| Time of Trouble | [192] |
| CHAPTER XVI | |
| The First Loss | [212] |
| CHAPTER XVII | |
| How the Work went on | [221] |
| CHAPTER XVIII | |
| Blind Children of the Poor | [238] |
| CHAPTER XIX | |
| In Time of Need | [249] |
| CHAPTER XX | |
| The Valley of the Shadow | [259] |
| CHAPTER XXI | |
| Life in the Sick-Room | [279] |
| CHAPTER XXII | |
| Twilight | [293] |
| CHAPTER XXIII | |
| The End | [304] |