Bending forward, limp, in his chair, supporting his head vacantly on his hands, trying to think and fearing to think, de Spain heard Pardaloe’s measured tread on the descending steps, and listened mechanically to the retreating echoes of his footsteps down the shaded street. Minute after minute passed. De Spain made no move. A step so light that it could only have been the step of a delicate girlhood, a step free as the footfall of youth, poised as the tread of womanhood and beauty, came down the stairs. Slight as she was, and silent as he was, she walked straight to 383 him in the darkness, and, sinking between his feet, wound her hands through his two arms. “I heard everything, Henry,” she murmured, looking up. An involuntary start of protest was his only response. “I was afraid of a plot against you. I stayed at the head of the stairs. Henry, I told you long ago some dreadful thing would come between us––something not our fault. And now it comes to dash our cup of happiness when it is filling. Something told me, Henry, it would come to-night––some bad news, some horror laid up against us out of a past that neither you nor I are to blame for. In all my sorrow I am sorriest, Henry, for you. Why did I ever cross your path to make you unhappy when blood lay between your people and mine? My wretched uncle! I never dreamed he had murder on his soul––and of all others, that murder! I knew he did wrong––I knew some of his associates were criminals. But he has been a father and mother to me since I could creep––I never knew any father or mother.”
She stopped, hoping perhaps he would say some little word, that he would even pat her head, or press her hand, but he sat like one stunned. “If it could have been anything but this!” she pleaded, low and sorrowfully. “Oh, why did you not listen to me before we were engulfed! 384 My dear Henry! You who’ve given me all the happiness I have ever had––that the blood of my own should come against you and yours!” The emotion she struggled with, and fought back with all the strength of her nature, rose in a resistless tide that swept her on, in the face of his ominous silence, to despair. She clasped her hands in silent misery, losing hope with every moment of his stoniness that she could move him to restraint or pity toward her wretched foster-father. She recalled the merciless words he had spoken on the mountain when he told her of his father’s death. Her tortured imagination pictured the horror of the sequel, in which the son of the murdered man should meet him who had taken his father’s life. The fate of it, the hopelessness of escape from its awful consequence, overcame her. Her breath, no longer controlled, came brokenly, and her voice trembled.
“You have been very kind to me, Henry––you’ve been the only man I’ve ever known that always, everywhere, thought of me first. I told you I didn’t deserve it, I wasn’t worthy of it–––”
His hands slipped silently over her hands. He gathered her close into his arms, and his tears fell on her upturned face.
CHAPTER XXX
HOPE FORLORN
There were hours in that night that each had reason long to remember; a night that seemed to bring them, in spite of their devotion, to the end of their dream. They parted late, each trying to soften the blow as it fell on the other, each professing a courage which, in the face of the revelation, neither could clearly feel.
In the morning Jeffries brought down to de Spain, who had spent a sleepless night at the office, a letter from Nan.