He nil for me his lettre be repeled.

81. Yet drede I most hir herte to pertourbe

With violence, if I do swich a game;

For if I wolde it openly distourbe,

It moste been disclaundre to hir name.

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And me were lever deed than hir defame,

As nolde god but-if I sholde have

Hir honour lever than my lyf to save!

82. Thus am I lost, for ought that I can see;