"Haven't you me and the little farm to come back to, Jud? I'll be here and I'll love you more than ever. And I'll die here on this old place with you beside me, and never be sorry that you couldn't do for me everything you wish," she said solemnly. Then she went on quickly: "But you won't fail—you can't, Jud, you can't. Don't you remember what pretty Miss Wood said about your work? Well, didn't she know? Of course, she did. She lives in Chicago and she knows."
"If I knew where to find her or write to her, she might help me," said he, a new animation in his voice. "But there's no one I can write to. I don't know how to go about it."
"Go about it like other boys have done. Lots of them have gone out into the world and won their way. Now, Jud, when will you go?"
The moment of decision came too suddenly. He was not ready to meet it.
"I—I—oh, we can talk about this later on," he faltered.
"We must settle it now."
"Do you want me to go?" he asked after a moment.
"Yes, I do, Jud."
"How queer you are! I'd rather die than leave you, and yet you want me to go away from you," he said inconsistently.
"Don't say that! I love you better than my life! Don't you see that is why I want you to go? It is because I love you so, oh, so much, and I know it is for the best. It's not like losing you altogether. We'll be with each other soon, I know. You can come home to see me every once in awhile, don't you see? And then, when you feel that you can do so, you will take your poor little country girl into the great city to live with you. You'll be great, then; will you be ashamed of me?"