That I was wretched you may well believe—

I judged it right, and was resolved to grieve. 240

I lost my mother when there lived not one,

Man, woman, child, whom I would seek or shun.

“The Dean, my uncle, with congenial gloom,

Said, ‘Will you share a melancholy home?’

For he bewail’d a wife, as I deplored

My fate, and bliss that could not be restored.

“In his cathedral’s gloom I pass’d my time

Much in devotion, much in thought sublime;