“What do you bother with him for?” he said heartlessly. “It’s no use. I’m going to quit. What’s the use of working myself to death?”
“Going to desert?” asked Zaidos coldly. He was holding the hurt soldier in a position where he could treat the wound quickly.
“I suppose so,” said Velo. “This isn’t my fight!”
“Look here,” said Zaidos, “I don’t care what you do. If you desert and are caught at it, and are shot, it is no affair of mine. I wash my hands of you. But for the sake of your own manhood get me that bandage while I take care of this man. Don’t be such a cad, Velo! Get me the things I need, and then let’s talk this thing out later. But don’t do anything to disgrace the family. After all, you know, if anything happens to me, why, you are the head of the house.”
Zaidos glanced suddenly up at his cousin, and surprised in his face a look that once and for all swept away all the kindly doubts he had cherished. Velo’s countenance was so full of cold speculation and deadly hatred that Zaidos started. Then he pulled himself together, and looked Velo in the eye.
“Get the bandages!” he said coldly and Velo, as though controlled by some superior force, turned to do as he was told.
As he hurried across the rough, blood-stained field, he too saw pictures in his mind. He saw the contrasting fates, either of which he thought might be his. The obscure life of a poor relation, dependent on a relative’s kindness, and the life of luxury if all that relative had should come to him. A better boy could have planned to build up a career for himself, but Velo could not or would not. He was like a thief who would rather steal the dollar which he could go to work and earn honestly.
Velo had become desperate in the last few days. As he hurried on, he was seized with a sudden determination to end everything. He went into the First Aid shelter and secured the bandages from the supply table and went back, a dreadful resolve taking form as he went. He found Zaidos still bending over the wounded soldier.
“Well, you hurried, didn’t you?” he said, looking up with a nod of thanks as Velo handed him the bandages. He went on rapidly, securing the gaping wound so that they could shift the torn body to the stretcher.
“It’s funny,” he said as he worked, “that we don’t run across the doctors oftener out here. Of course they are all at work just as hard as we are, and a good deal harder, poor fellows, but it does seem as though every time we get hold of a case that is a good deal too hard for us to tackle, why, then there isn’t a soul in sight to help. I’m so afraid of doing something that will make somebody heal wrong, or limp or something.”