“Didn’t I kill you?” he asked in a whisper.
“No,” said Zaidos. There seemed to be nothing else to say.
“I tried to,” said Velo.
“Don’t talk!” said Zaidos. He didn’t know what to say to the boy who had nearly taken his life in cold blood. It was murder. The slow deliberation of the thing chilled him. He had read of things like that; of innocent people who injured no one being killed in order that someone might unjustly enjoy something they possessed. He had been ready to stand by Velo and see that he was all right always. And Velo must have known it. No matter what he had said, Velo must have known that! Yet Velo had tried to kill him. He had seen the leveled revolver, and besides, Velo had just told him, as though he didn’t in the least mind his knowing. As a matter of fact, Velo did care; but he was so near the shadowy borderland that lies between the living and the dead, that there was nothing left for him but the truth. And because of that, he continued, “I’m sorry, Zaidos.”
But Zaidos would not reply.
“I’m sorry, Zaidos,” Velo said again in his thick, queer whisper. “Will you forgive me?”
“No,” said Zaidos suddenly. “No, I won’t! What did I ever do to you that you should try to take my life? If I said I forgive you it would be a lie. Besides, you can’t be sorry right off like that. As soon as you get well, you will try it again.”
“Oh, I am sorry!” said Velo. “You must forgive me, Zaidos. I am too badly hurt to get well; you will not be troubled again. I know how I am wounded. So I am going to talk as much as I can. I wish you would take the papers. I stole them from you at the barracks. I got permission to go in while you were asleep. I thought you wouldn’t be there, and I wanted to look for you and say that I couldn’t find you, and so call the attention of the officers to your absence. The night your father died, you know. But you were there asleep, and I felt in your blouse, and found the packet. You had better get it out of my jacket now.”
Zaidos unwillingly felt once more through the pocket. “It is empty,” he said.
Velo thought a moment.