She made no answer.
‘Do you think I take this calamity as light-heartedly as you do, Amy?’
‘I am far from taking it light-heartedly.’
‘Yet you are in good health. I see no sign that you have suffered.’
She kept silence. Her suffering had been slight enough, and chiefly due to considerations of social propriety; but she would not avow this, and did not like to make admission of it to herself. Before her friends she frequently affected to conceal a profound sorrow; but so long as her child was left to her she was in no danger of falling a victim to sentimental troubles.
‘And certainly I can’t believe it,’ he continued, ‘now you declare your wish to be formally separated from me.’
‘I have declared no such wish.’
‘Indeed you have. If you can hesitate a moment about returning to me when difficulties are at an end, that tells me you would prefer final separation.’
‘I hesitate for this reason,’ Amy said after reflecting. ‘You are so very greatly changed from what you used to be, that I think it doubtful if I could live with you.’
‘Changed?—Yes, that is true, I am afraid. But how do you think this change will affect my behaviour to you?’