How bright the yellow shores of Kilkhaven looked after the dark sands of Tintagel! But how low and tame its highest cliffs after the mighty rampart of rocks which there face the sea like a cordon of fierce guardians! It was pleasant to settle down again in what had begun to look like home, and was indeed made such by the boisterous welcome of Dora and the boys. Connie’s baby crowed aloud, and stretched forth her chubby arms at sight of her. The wind blew gently around us, full both of the freshness of the clean waters and the scents of the down-grasses, to welcome us back. And the dread vision of the shore had now receded so far into the past, that it was no longer able to hurt.
We had called at the blacksmith’s house on our way home, and found that he was so far better as to be working at his forge again. His mother said he was used to such attacks, and soon got over them. I, however, feared that they indicated an approaching break-down.
“Indeed, sir,” she said, “Joe might be well enough if he liked. It’s all his own fault.”
“What do you mean?” I asked. “I cannot believe that your son is in any way guilty of his own illness.”
“He’s a well-behaved lad, my Joe,” she answered; “but he hasn’t learned what I had to learn long ago.”
“What is that?” I asked.
“To make up his mind, and stick to it. To do one thing or the other.”
She was a woman with a long upper lip and a judicial face, and as she spoke, her lip grew longer and longer; and when she closed her mouth in mark of her own resolution, that lip seemed to occupy two-thirds of all her face under the nose.
“And what is it he won’t do?”
“I don’t mind whether he does it or not, if he would only make—up—his—mind—and—stick—to—it.”