Those words did me good, but a man needs so little to console him or to soothe his grief.
“When the nuns are at their dinner,” said Laura, “I will go back to the convent with as much linen as I can conceal about me, and in the mean time I am going to wash all this.”
“Has she had any visitors?”
“Oh, yes! all the convent; but no one has any suspicion of the truth.”
“But in such hot weather as this she can have only a very light blanket over her, and her visitors must remark the great bulk of the napkins.”
“There is no fear of that, because she is sitting up in her bed.”
“What does she eat?”
“Nothing, for she must not eat.”
Soon afterwards Laura went out, and I followed her. I called upon a physician, where I wasted my time and my money, in order to get from him a long prescription which was useless, for it would have put all the convent in possession of the secret, or, to speak more truly, her secret would have been known to the whole world, for a secret known to a nun soon escapes out of the convent’s walls. Besides, the physician of the convent himself would most likely have betrayed it through a spirit of revenge.
I returned sadly to my miserable hole in Laura’s house. Half an hour afterwards she came to me, crying bitterly, and she placed in my hands this letter, which was scarcely legible: