This was beautifully expressed. It told me without any false shame that she could not afford to go, and I was pleased by her frankness. But in the state of mind I was in I should have been pleased with anything she chose to do. There are moments in a man’s life when the woman he loves can make anything of him.
I spoke to her in a manner that affected her so that she took me into a closet next to her room to shew me her books. There were only thirty in all, but they were chosen, although somewhat elementary. A woman like Clementine needed something more.
“Do you know, my dear Hebe, that you want more books?”
“I have often suspected it, dear Iolas, without being able to say exactly what I want.”
After spending an hour in glancing over Sardini’s works, I begged her to shew me her own.
“No,” said she, “they are too bad.”
“I expect so; but the good will outweigh the bad.”
“I don’t think so.”
“Oh, yes! you needn’t be afraid. I will forgive the bad grammar, bad style, absurd images, faulty method, and even the verses that won’t scan.”
“That’s too much, Iolas; Hebe doesn’t need so vast a pardon as all that. Here, sir, these are my scribblings; sift the faults and the defaults. Read what you will.”