“Bed’s the best place for me,” she said. “You don’t know how I’ve been dreading this evening. And it’s gone off very well, very well. Good night, my dear. I’m glad you came home to-day.”
She astonished him by kissing him on both cheeks, for ordinarily she held up her face and he stooped and pecked at it. To-night there was a kind of suspension of the habits of the household.
He heard her go upstairs, and with surprising celerity get into bed. Then he sat alone waiting in the dim, jaded dining-room, with the enormous table designed for a hospitality which was never given, and the corner cupboard which had been in all the houses the family had inhabited, and the hanging smoker’s cabinet over the mantelpiece which was used as a medicine chest, and the absurd knick-knacks his father had collected, and the plaques his father had painted with apples and cherry-blossom and bulrushes. There was so much in the room that spoke of his father. The whisky and the boxes of cigarettes used to be kept in the corner cupboard. On the table he had helped his father to make the screen out of old Christmas numbers and colored plates of the Graphic and Illustrated London News, which had given him employment during the whole of one winter. And he was stirred by the memory of the emotions that must have been behind his mother’s strange incoherence, and he told himself that she had suffered, and that his father was to blame for it all and could meet with no fate too harsh.
George returned, whistling.
“I wanted to talk to you,” he said.
“Anything you like,” replied René.
“You won’t mind my putting it bluntly?”
“No.”
“Well, you see how it is. I’ve got a rise, but Elsie hasn’t a stiver, and we shall only have enough to pull through on. My money goes out of this house. You’ve had a soft time up to now; you can’t go on. If you want to stay in the house you’ll have to buckle to and earn some money, or move to another, or lodgings; but even in the cheapest lodgings it would be a squeeze with mother’s little bit.”