John Grier sat down in his chair again, cold, merciless, with a scornful smile.
“Yes, yes,” he said slowly, “you’d have made a great business man if you’d come with me. You refused. I don’t understand you—I never did. There’s only one thing that’s alike in us, and that’s a devilish self-respect, self-assertion, self-dependence. There’s nothing more to be said between us—nothing that counts. Don’t get into a passion, Carnac. It don’t become you. Good-night—good-night.”
Suddenly his mother’s face produced a great change in Carnac. Horror, sorrow, remorse, were all there. He looked at John Grier; then at his mother. The spirit of the bigger thing crept into his heart. He put his arm around his mother and kissed her.
“Good-night, mother,” he said. Then he went to his father and held out a hand. “You don’t mind my speaking what I think?” he continued, with a smile. “I’ve had a lot to try me. Shake hands with me, father. We haven’t found the way to walk together yet. Perhaps it will come; I hope so.”
Again a flash of passion seized John Grier. He got to his feet. “I’ll not shake hands with you, not to night. You can’t put the knife in and turn it round, and then draw it out and put salve on the wound and say everything’s all right. Everything’s all wrong. My family’s been my curse. First one, then another, and then all against me,—my whole family against me!”
He dropped back in his chair sunk in gloomy reflection.
“Well, good-night,” said Carnac. “It will all come right some day.”
A moment afterwards he was gone. His mother sat down in her seat by the window; his father sat brooding by the table.
Carnac stole down the hillside, his heart burning in him. It had not been a successful day.