“No, do not go,” she urged. “Sit here on the bench—at the end of it here,” she said, motioning with her hand.
He shook his head in negation. “No, I will go and say to your mother that I have told you, and ease her mind, for I know she herself meant to tell you.”
As he went he looked at her face closely. It was so young, so pathetic, so pale, yet so strangely beautiful, and her forehead was serene. That was one of her characteristics. In all her life, her forehead remained untroubled and unlined. Only at her mouth and in her eyes did misery or sorrow show. He looked into her eyes now, and he was pleased with what he saw; for they had in them the glow of understanding and the note of will which said: “You and I are parted, but I believe in you, and I will not show I am a weak woman by futile horror. We shall meet no more, but I shall remember you.”
That was what he saw, and it was what he wished to see. He knew her character would stand the test of any trial, and it had done so. Horror had struck her, but had not overwhelmed her. She had cried out in her agony, but she had not been swept out into chaos. She had no weak passions and no futilities. But as he turned away now, it was with the sharp conviction that he had dealt a blow from which the girl would recover, but would never be the same again. She was rich “beyond the dreams of avarice,” but that would not console her. She had resources within herself, had what would keep her steady. Her real power and force, her real hope, were in her regnant soul which was not to be cajoled by life’s subterfuges. Her lips opened now, as though she would say something, but nothing came from them. She only shook her head sadly, as if to say: “You understand. Go, and when you come again, it will be for us to part in peace—at least in peace.”
Out in the garden he found her mother. After the first agitated greeting-agitated on her part, he said: “The story has been told, and she is now reading—”
He told her the story of the manuscript, and added that Sheila had carried herself with courage. Presently the woman said to him: “She never believed you killed Erris Boyne. Well, it may not help the situation, but I say too, that I do not believe you did. I cannot understand why you did not deny having killed him.”
“I could not deny. In any case, the law punished me for it, and the book is closed for ever.”
“Have you never thought that some one—”
“Yes, I have thought, but who is there? The crowd at the Dublin hotel where the thing was done were secret, and they would lie the apron off a bishop. No, there is no light, and, to tell the truth, I care not now.”
“But if you are not guilty—it is not too late; there is my girl! If the real criminal should appear—can you not see?”