“One way or another—does it matter now?” asked Christopher gently.
“Is it that you think nothing matters since I’ve paid the price, sunk myself in shame, lost my friends, and come out with not a penny left?” asked Dyck. “But yes,” he added with a smile, wry and twisted, “yes, I have a little left!”
He drew from his pocket four small pieces of gold, and gazed ironically at them in his palm.
“Look at them!” He held out his hand, so that the two men could see the little coins. “Those were taken from me when I entered prison. They’ve been in the hands of the head of the jail ever since. They give them to me now—all that’s left of what I was.”
“No, not all, sir,” declared Michael. “There’s something left from Playmore—there’s ninety pounds, and it’s in my pocket. It was got from the sale of your sporting-kit. There was the boat upon the lake, the gun, and all kinds of riffraff stuff not sold with Playmore.”
Dyck nodded and smiled. “Good Michael!”
Then he drew himself up stiffly, and blew in and out his breath as if with the joy of living. For four hard years he had been denied the free air of free men. Even when walking in the prison-yard, on cold or fair days, when the air was like a knife or when it had the sun of summer in it, it still had seemed to choke him.
In prison he had read, thought, and worked much. They had at least done that for him. The Attorney-General had given him freedom to work with his hands, and to slave in the workshop like one whose living depended on it. Some philanthropic official had started the idea of a workshop, and the officials had given the best of the prisoners a chance to learn trades and make a little money before they went out into the world. All that Dyck had earned went to purchase things he needed, and to help his fellow prisoners or their families.
Where was he now? The gap between the old life of nonchalance, frivolity, fantasy, and excitement was as great as that between heaven and hell. Here he was, after four years of prison, walking the highway with two of the humblest creatures of Ireland, and yet, as his soul said, two of the best.
Stalking along in thought, he suddenly became conscious that Michael and Christopher had fallen behind. He turned round.